...Appreciation...

APPRECIATION...we alwiz came across this word but how many of us really do know what it means to a person who really needs it?

Reading TURTLE's recent blog makes me feel sad...it reminds me of something, it recalls me of something, something I tried to keep myself away from...

The feeling of NOT APPRECIATED by someone who can considered as a "VIP" in my life...However, that was HISTORY...
So just let it sleep in the past and hope that it will never awake..!

I know how it feels...
Maybe I dont know how TURTLE feels but i definitely know HOW I FELT...!

Well, think of another way,
all of us only consider about others appreciating us,
expecting others to appreciate us,
BUT...Did we missed out something?

Did we ever think of how others feel about us? (in the sense of appreciation of course)

Why don't we just change our view?
We should see things in every, at least more than one aspect...!

Despite appreciation from someone, why don't we believe in...
"When you appreciate another, someday, somehow, someone will realized that and return your good deed?"

Maybe you all will say that its too NAIVE to think that way, but when you start to have those thoughts, doesn't it makes you feel better and the most is...HOPE lies within it...!

Haha, and that makes you an ANGEL as well...!

Indeed, it hurts...
But, don't let your wound get deeper and deeper...
HEAL it and RECOVER as soon as possible...!

Having the right THOUGHTS is like consuming the right MEDICINES,
it heals you in no time...!

Change the way you think, have good thoughts and have a good life...!

I appreciate things TURTLE shared with me in TURTLE'S LAND...and the most is, I APPRECIATE A FRIEND LIKE YOU...!


P/s: I will never 4gt to appreciate what my parents had brought for me, and my D'LUFFY as well...!

~BaBeHeartX~

Tired...

Very tired ar...
Dun feel like i'm able to prepare every subject, every chapter and every tutorial question WELL...!
How am i gona walk into de F***-ING exam hall?

Haiz...i feel like having a PARTY now...=.="
Oh and i'm in de progress of deciding whether to, like make my BLOG public(simply means that my friends would have knowlede about it la...) or not...!!
Second thought, its some sort of my "DEAR DIARY" rite...althought its HALF-EXPOSED dy...haha..!

Whatever, just for those who know de existence of my BLOG, plz plz plz...help me to DECIDE...*Sobz*

Seriously, i really duno WHY i wana keep track on that particular person(not to be mentioned here)? Its like, i'm a MANIAC la...What the HECK..!!
Maybe i just wana see "HOW"S THINGS GOING ON" with that person...

Surely wont be like how i keep track on 'TURTLE' as i really wish her to do WELL and concerned about her...*Every1 gt what i mean?*...WINX**

BAD rite?...But how ar?...Cant control of myself...lol..!
BTW, thats not important for now, my EXAMS is the most important issue for now..!

WISH ME LUCK in my exams...!
GOD BLESS ME!

~BaBeHeartX~

Study, study, study...

What the HELL am i doing now?

Seriously, i supposed to be studying for my stupid exams now but see,
I'm BLOGGING...

Arggh...very tired..!
I hate the combination of alphabets that looks like this
---> S.T.U.D.Y

I dont think i have anything in mind to blog now just feels like blogging so i BLOGGED...!
Oh btw, i think i've overcome the prob dy...those whom i'v told my prob to will know exactly what i'm saying...Its raining real heavily outside and that has the effect of making me falling asleep while studying...haiz...! PITY me...=.=

I think i kinda like the way i am now...
Realised what i can do and what i supposed have been doing since...
I kinda found myself and i do know this is a FANTASTIC world to be live in,
i can do hell lotsa things and not to be too possessed to something or even someone!

JUST bear in mind that loosing something will makes you gain another beneficial thing..!
same as to LOVE...!

The thing that i've lost does not makes me STOP walking, it gaves me a reason to KEEP WALKING, to the pursuant of my DREAM...!

~BaBeHeartX~